The Wind

The wind comes and set me free,
Showing me what I can truely be.
Whispering secrets in my ear,
Soft enough where only I can hear.
It tells the truth, it always has,
It hints your future and reminds you of the past.
It touches your face with a soft brush,
Telling you quietly for you to hush.
So listen carefully next time it's here,
Because it's God whispering in your ear.

Broken

Broken

A broken heart,
A broken dream,
A daughter's pain,
A mother's scream,
A bathroom sink,
A razor blade,
A teenage heartache,
A deep cut made.

We must love someone

We must love someone,
if we are to justify
our presence on this earth.
We must keep loving all our days,
someone, anyone, anywhere
outside our selves.
For even the Sarus crane
will grieve over its lost companion,
and the Seal its mate.

Somewhere in life
there must be someone
to take your hand
and share the torrid day.
Without the touch of love
There is no life, and we must fade away.

 Ruskin Bond

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What a Boy want?

You should feel safe around doctors RIGHT???

Excuse my language... but one of the doctors at the nearest to my house, is a total asshole. The other night, my grandma had to go to the hospital. And she's got really bad Alzheimers disease.. In other words.. She got the mind of about a 6 year old. And she can't remember much at all.

But anyway... She had to go to the hospital a few days ago. and Because of her mind frame, when she got there, she was scared, didn't know where she was. She was crying and she wanted to go home. She started freaking out when the doctor came in. And they made my aunt leave the room, which that was the last little bit of comfort my grandma had with her. So then the doctor's wanted to give her a sedative...but my grandma like i said, was scared, and crying... So they tried getting her to turn over...but she didn't want to. So the doctor GRABBED her and totally flipped her over... and she's so FRAGILE, she's old..and she bruises soooo easily.. doctor's CANNOT treat people like that... It's just not fucking right.

Birthday girl!

The other day it was my birthday, and well my parents were sick..and I'm just fortunate enough to have a best friend that loves me. And She took me away for the day... :D

First off, we went shopping and my best friend got her hair dyed.. Then after that we went to her nephew's basketball game, Which was awesome.. They are about 7 years old.. It's so much fun to watch little kids. And after the basket ball game, I spent the rest of the day with her family... Oh boy.... Let me tell ya... When you're around them... You have to be on FULL alert...

After the basketball game we went to lunch.. There was about 9-10 of us. (Me, My best friend, her sister, her sister's husband, my best frd's mom....and 3 little kids... yeah you get the point.) Well I didn't realize it.. but her sister told one of the waitresses it was my B-day...and After we got done eating, A bunch of waiters and waitresses came out. One waiter hooked a couple balloons off my head...and then on of the waitresses yelled out to the rest of the people in the restaurant "EVERYBODY!! OUR FRIEND KATIE IS TURNING 15 TODAY!!!!" then about that time...everybody turned and they started singing... "HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!" and so on.. I was red in the face :P haha i was so surprised..

Then after that, we went to a Bar-B-Que at my best friend's Aunt's house.. It was fun, I got to meet most of her family... Then they took me home after dark..

I got home... and my sister, Kerrie, was acting really weird.. And then she told me to go put my jacket away.. So I walked in my room, and on my bed was a pile of gifts.. I was really surprised...

I feel spoiled... my parents spent waaaaaaaaaaaaaay more than they should have on me... It was one of the best Birthdays :D

Car nut

So I know it's kind of weird.. but I'm a total car nut.. I love being out in the shop with my dad working on cars. Besides getting to spend time with my dad (Who is awesome) I get to work on cars with him. Right now my dad and I have so many different projects going on. We have about 3 different cars, a race car, AND a plane that we are building... and 2 of those cars are mine.. Well one car, and the race car are mine.

I'm excited!! Race season starts up on April 3rd!! To bad, I can't race this year... For one thing.. my race car isn't finished..and another thing.. I can't race till I'm 16 :( But that's okay... I guess... My dad can race... I'll be his pit crew! :D

Okay.. I'm done rambling about cars... I think... :)

It burns!!!

My mom tricked me.....

Earlier today we got home, and I wanted a snack, So I went to the fridge and grabbed a Green Bell Pepper... Or that's what I thought it was, And I asked my mom if it was a bell pepper, and she said yeah. So.... I took a big bite....well it turned out to be a spicy pepper...it was REALLY hot... I started freaking out, cus my mouth was on fire, and my mom is standing there laughing..

I ended up drinking about 4 glasses of milk (Milk is supossed to coat your throat, and take away the burning... yeah well it DIDN'T!!) So then my mom told me to take a bite of peanut butter (Ewww!!) But I did anyway...and it didn't help at all... Just made my mouth gooey :( Then I tried water...but it just spread the burn around.... So finally when my eyes were tearing up, my nose was burning, my lips were burning, and my mouth was on fire.... my mom told me to try some salt, and it FINALLY took the burn away...at least enough to where it wasn't TERRIBLE anymore...

So then I went back to what I was doing.... everything was fine...and about 30 min. after I ate the pepper, I rubbed my eyes..... BAD IDEA!!!!! My eyes started tearing up all over again!! :'(

Yeah...then after that... well.... I made sure not to touch my face again.... :)

My drawing.....

I don't usually show my drawings... ESPECIALLY my drawings of people... because they never turn out very well.... But I liked how this one looked.....

New Website Design

Homeschool disease

So I don't go to public school like everyone else, I do online schooling. My friends give me such crap about it. They are always bugging me about it. Saying that I don't have to do anything, my schooling is a piece of cake. This is an exact quote from one of my friends "Dude, your school is so easy, you could go shopping, Okay... This pair of jeans plus this pair of jeans equals CUTE!!" (Intelligent right??) I can be talking to someone, even a full grown adult, and they ask me where I go to school, and I explain... It's amazing how different they treat me. It's like I have a disease, The disease of stupid or something.

What people don't realize is, sure they think it's easy, you know, don't have to do anything because there's no teachers...But there are still requirements we have to meet, we have to pass, we have to do everything like normal, we just don't have to sit in classes for HOURS.... People should really learn to know what they are talking about before they make judgments.. Even colleges are looking more at the homeschool students because we are smarter (Not trying to sound like I'm all that, because I'm not.) But it's the truth. We have more one-on-one time, So we learn more.

But people don't think of it that way.. Most of the time, they hear that you're homeschooled, and they start talking to you different... Like you're retarded and can't understand them if they talk normal... I try not to let it get to me...but sometimes... I just can't take it anymore...

So please.. If you're going to judge somebody or how they do something...make sure you know what you're talking about, and you have all your facts right, BEFORE you judge....

Time in Class

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According to Tantra, the source of human energy lies in your private parts. Here's is one simple demonstration...

Ironic isn't it?

"A DJ in England grants a listener's request, he plays Van Halen's "Jump" as a woman leaps from a 30 foot bridge...

Relax, she only suffered minor injuries, And in the DJ's defense, he immediately played another Van Halen Classic "Somebody Get Me a Doctor."

How Ironic...lol

Gold dredging & Self esteem issues

People believe that gold dredging is bad for the fish in the rivers. (Gold dredging is like an underwater vaccum, that sucks up clean gravel, and puts the clean gravel right back in the creek.) A group of people have been trying to get dredging shut down in California for a long time. and for a few months it look as though they were going to get their wish, but now things are looking up for the miners.

The group of people who think dredging is bad believes that dredges harm the fish, they cover up the fish eggs, they pollute the waters. But a dredge does NONE of that..

And now that the miners see that they might have a chance.. They have become smart asses (Which is actually very funny) by saying that "Everyone knows that dredging churns up new food for fish . Now they will get overweight , develop blood pressure and circulation problems , become susceptable to heart and diabetic disease not to mention low self esteem."

I didn't realize fish had self esteem issues....LMAO

Mac Attack

Okay, The other day I was reading an article in a magazine...and I came to this article and I couldn't help but laugh.


If Santa delivers a new computer to your house, take extra care when you set it up. Every year, over 6,000 people end up in the ER because of broken toes from dropped laptops, bashed knees from tripping over cords, or other computer-related injuries. "You wouldn't believe how many people get hurt because they trip over something while carrying a computer," says researcher Lara B Mckenzie.

You just kinda have to laugh...over 6,000..Wow..just Wow....

R.I.P To The Officers Who Give Their Life For Our Safety

Once again there has been another shooting in my neighborhood. There has been 3 shootings in the last 2 months. 5 dead police officers, and 3 badly injured...

The first shooting, 1 officer, and 1 trainee were discussing a routine traffic stop, and they were parked in the residential part of Seattle, When all of a sudden their car was struck by several gunshots. The officer was killed instantly, and the trainee was hit in her back.She was able to fire a couple shots. She is now doing fine. This was the first intentional homicide since 1994.

The second shooting involved 4 Tacoma police officers. They were sitting in a coffee shop, when a man walked in and open fired. 3 officers were killed instantly. 1 officer was able to fire back before he died.

The third shooting happened about 2 days ago. There was a domestic dispute called into the police station, So 2 deputies went out to help. When they got there, everybody was cooperating, and the officers were invited into the home, Everything was fine. The drunk man even agreed to leave the premises. He went up stairs to grab his jacket, when he came back down, he had a gun and he open fired. Both officers were hit, and one officer shot back and killed the man. Then the 16 year old daughter, and the brother of the man, grabbed the officers, pulled them into another room, and proceeded to give the officers medical attention until the ambulance got there. "They went out of their way to help them." says another office who arrived later. The girl and brother might have saved these men's lives. If it weren't for them. these men might not be here now. They are in critical condition, but should survive..

But some of these officers were friends of mine, and my family's. They just got shot for no reason at all. Now policemen are going to have to worry about getting their coffee in the morning, because they never know who might shoot them.

R.I.P. They are great people willing to give their lives for the safety of the rest of us. That is a true hero..

Linux Hater's Blog

I was checking random blogs and i stopped at a blog which make me wounder.Through-out  my  random blog search i saw lot's of people blogging about some or the other features of Linux or the How To's about Linux and related applications,but this blog is different..it is blog of Linux Haters.
The blogger is a very talented person who know every loop,every variable,every exception of Linux system.I think that every Linux user and Linux developer should read it..bcz it tells about unresolved problems of Linux system.

My University

 

 

An honest mistake? That's a BIG mistake!

Earlier today I was reading about a drunken 4-year-old boy...4 years old!! This is an article from Medford News


"A 4-year-old boy police say left his home, beer in hand and prowled the neighborhood stealing Christmas presents, has been removed from his mother's home.

State officials confirm that 4-year-old Hayden Wright has been removed from his mother's home and is staying with relatives while the case is under investigation. The boy is with other unnamed family members... and his mother, 21-year-old April Wright, is able to visit the child.

April Wright says she is going through a divorce with her husband, who is in jail on drug and theft charges. She says she is not sure how her 4-year-old managed to get out of the house, open a beer, and steal the neighbors presents from under their tree.

The child, Hayden Wright, was found around 1:45 am Tuesday, wandering the streets of his neighborhood. In a police reports, officers said he was wearing a little girl's dress and drinking a beer. The police report says the child had to be taken to the hospital to be treated for alcohol consumption.

Wright says she woke up that night at 1:45 am and panicked when she found Hayden was gone. She says she put safety devices on all the doors so her kids couldn't get out, but Hayden was able to break the safety device off the doorknob and get outside.

"He runs away trying to find his father," Wright said. "He wants to get in trouble so he can go to jail because that's where his daddy is."

The police report said Hayden sneaked into a neighbor's house through an unlocked front door, and stole five wrapped Christmas gifts. One was a girl's brown dress which Hayden was wearing when police found him.

"Going to the neighbor's house and taking their presents, very embarrassing," said April.
She admits she was not just embarrassed, but scared. She said she tries to be a good mother and loves her son, but now feels like a failure.

"Kids do things like this and it's out of your control, you can do the best you can as a mother, everyone makes mistakes, it was an honest mistake," she said...."


What I would like to know, is How does that even happen?? I mean wouldn't the mother notice at some point in time? Sometimes you have to wonder about people....

A producer from Uruguay who uploaded a short film to YouTube in November 2009 has been offered a $30m (£18.6m) contract to make a Hollywood film.The movie will be sponsored by director Sam Raimi, whose credits include the Spiderman and Evil Dead films.

Fede Alvarez's short film "Ataque de Panico!" (Panic Attack!) featured giant robots invading and destroying Montevideo, the capital of Uruguay.

It is 4 mins 48 seconds long and has had more than 1.5 million views so far.

"I uploaded (Panic Attack!) on a Thursday and on Monday my inbox was totally full of e-mails from Hollywood studios," he told the BBC's Latin American service BBC Mundo.

"It was amazing, we were all shocked."

The movie Mr Alvarez has been asked to produce is a sci-fi film to be shot in Uruguay and Argentina. He says he intends to start from scratch and develop a new story for the project.

"If some director from some country can achieve this just uploading a video to YouTube, it obviously means that anyone could do it," he added.

Mz. Clause

My Best friend Taneesha wrote a poem the other day in English class....Then she sent it to me, So I thought I would share it.


"Naughty Mz. Clause
Has a job to do
She comes down your chimney
Her whip in hand.
Her outfit is arousing
And here in your house she is looking.
She comes into his bedroom
And hand cuffs him to the bed
She stands over him and says
“ What do you want for Christmas?’
He lays, wide eyed, on his bed
And of course he says “you!”.
After Mz. Clause is done
She leaves him happy.
He will always remember that night
When ms clause gave him a visit
To this naughty little boy!!

By Taneesha T.

.........It had been quiet,the backyard in winter.So quiet that if you looked straight up you could hear the sounds of the universe.The explosions on Jupiter and the storms on the  Saturn and the thin slivers of mythical ice that you imagined froze ever harder on Mars.You could hear the crash of meteors and the flares in the sun and the birthing pains of planets in galaxies far,far away......

(From  "A girl like me" by Swati Kaushal.)

Daddy, why did we have to attack Iraq?

(copied from Stephthegeek)
Questions and Answers about Foreign Policy (and the U.S. Invasion of Iraq)
Q:Daddy, why did we have to attack Iraq?
A:Because they had weapons of mass destruction.
Q:But the inspectors didn't find any weapons of mass destruction.
A:That's because the Iraqis were hiding them.
Q:And that's why we invaded Iraq?
A:Yep. Invasions always work better than inspections.
Q:But after we invaded them, we STILL didn't find any weapons of mass destruction, did we?
A:That's because the weapons are so well hidden. Don't worry, we'll find something, probably right before the 2004 election.
Q:Why did Iraq want all those weapons of mass destruction?
A:To use them in a war, silly.
Q:I'm confused. If they had all those weapons that they planned to use in a war, then why didn't they use any of those weapons when we went to war with them?
A:Well, obviously they didn't want anyone to know they had those weapons, so they chose to die by the thousands rather than defend themselves.
Q:That doesn't make sense. Why would they choose to die if they had all those big weapons with which they could have fought back?
A:It's a different culture. It's not supposed to make sense.
Q:I don't know about you, but I don't think they had any of those weapons our government said they did.
A:Well, you know, it doesn't matter whether or not they had those weapons. We had another good reason to invade them anyway.
Q:And what was that?
A:Even if Iraq didn't have weapons of mass destruction, Saddam Hussein was a cruel dictator, which is another good reason to invade another country.
Q:Why? What does a cruel dictator do that makes it OK to invade his country?
A:Well, for one thing, he tortured his own people.
Q:Kind of like what they do in China?
A:Don't go comparing China to Iraq. China is a good economic competitor, where millions of people work for slave wages in sweatshops to make U.S. corporations richer.
Q:So if a country lets its people be exploited for American corporate gain, it's a good country, even if that country tortures people?
A:Right.
Q:Why were people in Iraq being tortured?
A:For political crimes, mostly, like criticizing the government. People who criticized the government in Iraq were sent to prison and tortured.
Q:Isn't that exactly what happens in China?
A:I told you, China is different.
Q:What's the difference between China and Iraq?
A:Well, for one thing, Iraq was ruled by the Ba'ath party, while China is Communist.
Q:Didn't you once tell me Communists were bad?
A:No, just Cuban Communists are bad.
Q:How are the Cuban Communists bad?
A:Well, for one thing, people who criticize the government in Cuba are sent to prison and tortured.
Q:Like in Iraq?
A:Exactly.
Q:And like in China, too?
A:I told you, China's a good economic competitor. Cuba, on the other hand, is not.
Q:How come Cuba isn't a good economic competitor?
A:Well, you see, back in the early 1960s, our government passed some laws that made it illegal for Americans to trade or do any business with Cuba until they stopped being Communists and started being capitalists like us.
Q:But if we got rid of those laws, opened up trade with Cuba, and started doing business with them, wouldn't that help the Cubans become capitalists?
A:Don't be a smart-ass.
Q:I didn't think I was being one.
A:Well, anyway, they also don't have freedom of religion in Cuba.
Q:Kind of like China and the Falun Gong movement?
A:I told you, stop saying bad things about China. Anyway, Saddam Hussein came to power through a military coup, so he's not really a legitimate leader anyway.
Q:What's a military coup?
A:That's when a military general takes over the government of a country by force, instead of holding free elections like we do in the United States.
Q:Didn't the ruler of Pakistan come to power by a military coup?
A:You mean General Pervez Musharraf? Uh, yeah, he did, but Pakistan is our friend.
Q:Why is Pakistan our friend if their leader is illegitimate?
A:I never said Pervez Musharraf was illegitimate.
Q:Didn't you just say a military general who comes to power by forcibly overthrowing the legitimate government of a nation is an illegitimate leader?
A:Only Saddam Hussein. Pervez Musharraf is our friend, because he helped us invade Afghanistan.
Q:Why did we invade Afghanistan?
A:Because of what they did to us on September 11th.
Q:What did Afghanistan do to us on September 11th?
A:Well, on September 11th, nineteen men - fifteen of them Saudi Arabians - hijacked four airplanes and flew three of them into buildings in New York and Washington, killing 3,000 innocent people.
Q:So how did Afghanistan figure into all that?
A:Afghanistan was where those bad men trained, under the oppressive rule of the Taliban.
Q:Aren't the Taliban those bad radical Islamics who chopped off people's heads and hands?
A:Yes, that's exactly who they were. Not only did they chop off people's heads and hands, but they oppressed women, too.
Q:Didn't the Bush administration give the Taliban 43 million dollars back in May of 2001?
A:Yes, but that money was a reward because they did such a good job fighting drugs.
Q:Fighting drugs?
A:Yes, the Taliban were very helpful in stopping people from growing opium poppies.
Q:How did they do such a good job?
A:Simple. If people were caught growing opium poppies, the Taliban would have their hands and heads cut off.
Q:So, when the Taliban cut off people's heads and hands for growing flowers, that was OK, but not if they cut people's heads and hands off for other reasons?
A:Yes. It's OK with us if radical Islamic fundamentalists cut off people's hands for growing flowers, but it's cruel if they cut off people's hands for stealing bread.
Q:Don't they also cut off people's hands and heads in Saudi Arabia?
A:That's different. Afghanistan was ruled by a tyrannical patriarchy that oppressed women and forced them to wear burqas whenever they were in public, with death by stoning as the penalty for women who did not comply.
Q:Don't Saudi women have to wear burqas in public, too?
A:No, Saudi women merely wear a traditional Islamic body covering.
Q:What's the difference?
A:The traditional Islamic covering worn by Saudi women is a modest yet fashionable garment that covers all of a woman's body except for her eyes and fingers. The burqa, on the other hand, is an evil tool of patriarchal oppression that covers all of a woman's body except for her eyes and fingers.
Q:It sounds like the same thing with a different name.
A:Now, don't go comparing Afghanistan and Saudi Arabia. The Saudis are our friends.
Q:But I thought you said 15 of the 19 hijackers on September 11th were from Saudi Arabia.
A:Yes, but they trained in Afghanistan.
Q:Who trained them?
A:A very bad man named Osama bin Laden.
Q:Was he from Afghanistan?
A:Uh, no, he was from Saudi Arabia too. But he was a bad man, a very bad man.
Q:I seem to recall he was our friend once.
A:Only when we helped him and the mujahadeen repel the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan back in the 1980s.
Q:Who are the Soviets? Was that the Evil Communist Empire Ronald Reagan talked about?
A:There are no more Soviets. The Soviet Union broke up in 1990 or thereabouts, and now they have elections and capitalism like us. We call them Russians now.
Q:So the Soviets - I mean, the Russians - are now our friends?
A:Well, not really. You see, they were our friends for many years after they stopped being Soviets, but then they decided not to support our invasion of Iraq, so we're mad at them now. We're also mad at the French and the Germans because they didn't help us invade Iraq either.
Q:So the French and Germans are evil, too?
A:Not exactly evil, but just bad enough that we had to rename French fries and French toast to Freedom Fries and Freedom Toast.
Q:Do we always rename foods whenever another country doesn't do what we want them to do?
A:No, we just do that to our friends. Our enemies, we invade.
Q:But wasn't Iraq one of our friends back in the 1980s?
A:Well, yeah. For a while.
Q:Was Saddam Hussein ruler of Iraq back then?
A:Yes, but at the time he was fighting against Iran, which made him our friend, temporarily.
Q:Why did that make him our friend?
A:Because at that time, Iran was our enemy.
Q:Isn't that when he gassed the Kurds?
A:Yeah, but since he was fighting against Iran at the time, we looked the other way, to show him we were his friend.
Q:So anyone who fights against one of our enemies automatically becomes our friend?
A:Most of the time, yes.
Q:And anyone who fights against one of our friends is automatically an enemy?
A:Sometimes that's true, too. However, if American corporations can profit by selling weapons to both sides at the same time, all the better.
Q:Why?
A:Because war is good for the economy, which means war is good for America. Also, since God is on America's side, anyone who opposes war is a godless unAmerican Communist. Do you understand now why we attacked Iraq?
Q:I think so. We attacked them because God wanted us to, right?
A:Yes.
Q:But how did we know God wanted us to attack Iraq?
A:Well, you see, God personally speaks to George W. Bush and tells him what to do.
Q:So basically, what you're saying is that we attacked Iraq because George W. Bush hears voices in his head?
A:Yes! You finally understand how the world works. Now close your eyes, make yourself comfortable, and go to sleep. Good night.
Q:Good night, Daddy.
2003 anarchie bunker

I am the God

What does it matter?

I was just reading about a 4-year-old, who got kicked out of school, because his hair was to long. The school officals said that his hair is considered a distraction, and he can't come back until his hair is above his ears. But why does the length of his hair matter??? I mean girls have the same length and longer hair, They don't get in trouble for the length of their hair.... So why can't he have his hair the way he wants? It's no different than a girl having long hair.